R.P.O.M: Updates from etc to 01102012

I have not been updating my blog since AFA ended.

*gomen bloggie, i will sayang you more from now on ok?*

*coughs*

Plus I am sick right now :'(

So as some of them knew that, I applied MMK for AFA (yes I did, why? BECAUSE MAID DRESS IS SO KEWT PLOX,kthxbye)

I passed their 1st round , yes.

I failed their 2nd meeting round, no.. not good.

Oh well, probably I am not really what they are looking for + with rotten skin and cheeks XD

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Here am I dressing up for the interview, but happily failed and went home.

So since then I dedicated to build up my .....er.....IMPRESSION. yes....impression!

(not fame ok? impression is far far far different from fame :3)

and I am not raging a invisible war against my failure with mmk ;;___;; just that everybody looks so freaking cute, so i must improve as a girl also lerh....

So I started to scout for Lens model , accessories modelling, where I can get free sponsors at the same time for my "impression building" + cosplay lens, getto free :D

Since then * compiled followed by time*

I started to improve my skin condition, spend more on accessories to make myself look better.

Many may think I look fugly or comparing with someone else whom I know. I don't give a damn, I might as well start being biatchy about these comparison. I have my own style :/

Efforts that counts, even if you have all the best resources and social skills you have, you dont really put effort, you won't succeed.

Next I PMs, email all the resources I have to get people to like my photos and let me to be their models.

Candarae Lens photo and review can bee seen here

Even Fynale Company asked me to visit them for a list of lens for testing + taking photos with

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Sponsors by Zoom check them for a lot of specs

Until now. Although I feel tired emailing people to get their attention but it's worth the hardwork.

I don't have an idolize face or body or even a very sturdy and huge fan base of fans but I work my steps up to what I want.

I know I am not tall enough for the standard of models, so I don't really care about my weight coz I am small. :/

All I need is my passion for pictures,dressing, cosmetic.

But one thing I am not so sure about is, some shop thinks you are pretty, your photo can be a good attraction to people on looks.

They would ask : Do you have a fan page of at least 5000 likes. We need models who have huge fan based.

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Internet Fame : Total Unbalanced.

So I got invited to join a online "voting" competition, which I think it's wasting my time but it never hurts to try for anything. Its my 2nd attempt on online competition, and I don't think it's ever fair with all the fans voting for each other.

The end my expectations were true enough. A "excessive amino acid" girl, without/with bad makeup, no lens

One word : MindFuckPic

Can manage to have x5 more votes than the better ones.

This remain the same in cosplay society, the only skill u need is pro-faking skills.

Malay : pandai bergosok-gosok kasut

*Hey peeps, I am just referring and example, if you think I am talking about you means, you are up to no good up ur sleeves , but still I love you guys very much ok? :D*

Because of these Fame Unbalance thingy, most of the new one don't get a chance.

For one small tiny single spark of comments which you think it may make you look bad, you will start sharing it, acting cute, acting pitiable.

It's not ok, ok?

I really hope this Unbalancing thingy will not happened on me, *which actually did*

Ok enough rage and bad topics, back to cosplay.

I did some costest before and after my holidays *still going on for 3 months =w=b*