I have not been updating my blog since AFA ended.
*gomen bloggie, i will sayang you more from now on ok?*
*coughs*
Plus I am sick right now :'(
So as some of them knew that, I applied MMK for AFA (yes I did, why? BECAUSE MAID DRESS IS SO KEWT PLOX,kthxbye)
I passed their 1st round , yes.
I failed their 2nd meeting round, no.. not good.
Oh well, probably I am not really what they are looking for + with rotten skin and cheeks XD
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Here am I dressing up for the interview, but happily failed and went home.
So since then I dedicated to build up my .....er.....IMPRESSION. yes....impression!
(not fame ok? impression is far far far different from fame :3)
and I am not raging a invisible war against my failure with mmk ;;___;; just that everybody looks so freaking cute, so i must improve as a girl also lerh....
So I started to scout for Lens model , accessories modelling, where I can get free sponsors at the same time for my "impression building" + cosplay lens, getto free :D
Since then * compiled followed by time*
I started to improve my skin condition, spend more on accessories to make myself look better.
Many may think I look fugly or comparing with someone else whom I know. I don't give a damn, I might as well start being biatchy about these comparison. I have my own style :/
Efforts that counts, even if you have all the best resources and social skills you have, you dont really put effort, you won't succeed.
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Next I PMs, email all the resources I have to get people to like my photos and let me to be their models.
Even Fynale Company asked me to visit them for a list of lens for testing + taking photos with
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Until now. Although I feel tired emailing people to get their attention but it's worth the hardwork.
I don't have an idolize face or body or even a very sturdy and huge fan base of fans but I work my steps up to what I want.
I know I am not tall enough for the standard of models, so I don't really care about my weight coz I am small. :/
All I need is my passion for pictures,dressing, cosmetic.
But one thing I am not so sure about is, some shop thinks you are pretty, your photo can be a good attraction to people on looks.
They would ask : Do you have a fan page of at least 5000 likes. We need models who have huge fan based.
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Internet Fame : Total Unbalanced.
So I got invited to join a online "voting" competition, which I think it's wasting my time but it never hurts to try for anything. Its my 2nd attempt on online competition, and I don't think it's ever fair with all the fans voting for each other.
The end my expectations were true enough. A "excessive amino acid" girl, without/with bad makeup, no lens
One word : MindFuckPic
Can manage to have x5 more votes than the better ones.
This remain the same in cosplay society, the only skill u need is pro-faking skills.
Malay : pandai bergosok-gosok kasut
*Hey peeps, I am just referring and example, if you think I am talking about you means, you are up to no good up ur sleeves , but still I love you guys very much ok? :D*
Because of these Fame Unbalance thingy, most of the new one don't get a chance.
For one small tiny single spark of comments which you think it may make you look bad, you will start sharing it, acting cute, acting pitiable.
It's not ok, ok?
I really hope this Unbalancing thingy will not happened on me, *which actually did*
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Ok enough rage and bad topics, back to cosplay.
I did some costest before and after my holidays *still going on for 3 months =w=b*
So what's up, you can surely guess for yourself heh~
I had my 1st photoshoot after 5 months of hell in school
Most of my updates are not really cosplay related, so I guess after this week, I will update more about it ;;____;;
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To separate my cosplay and internet photo taking to avoid more dramas going on :
www.facebook.com/yukichristycos
www.facebook.com/xiaoyouyuki
www.facebook.com/yukichristy - fulled
www.facebook.com/little.yuki.9 - New
yukichristy.deviantart.com
cosplay only blog coming soon!
ALAS
Fans = Friends.
I don't have many people liking me , my photos or cosplay but still thank you for each click of like and view.
Your 1 sec of attention already meant a lot to me.
Cheerio,
Yuki C
